bad day.
Wednesday, January 28, 2009
with ♥ 3:23 PM
today's a really bad day. first i got cheated of $1.50. then i realise i lost my penguin hairclip. :( how much worse can a day get. i hope the sale is still on so i can buy another set. :( maybe i'll buy 2 sets in case it drops again. tsk im not one who loses things often so everytime i lose sth i get really upset. :( and lastly today is wed, meaning there's bmt training. %*^%#(^%$(#$%(*^# stupid stupid stupid :( :( :( :(
and im having a panic attack now i think. the date is drawing closer and what i tot was far behind keeps niggling in my mind now. :( im really scared and worried what the end result will be. shit. sigh... i know im not helping dear by ranting and worrying but i cant help it im really scared.. what if the endless prayers din work any miracles? what if the result is the worst i ever feared? i dont know what t do i hate sitting around doing nothing letting life control everything :( what will happen next? sigh..
okay i guess today im just really emo and upset. hopefully tmr everything will be better.
MY PENGUIN CLIP :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :(-jinghui-
Labels: stupid day. :( im really upset.
